Detoxifying the Mind
If you have read some of my other posts, you should then get an idea that I am rather pessimistic and a 'space cadet' as you could call it. Everyone else around me seems so comfortable. I envy them. But I can't be the only one.
Have you ever been so disappointed in the world that you wanted to crawl in to a ball and shut everything out? Escape to different realities by reading books or becoming addicted to television series just so that you could pretend you were living a different life in a parallel universe?
The more I grow up, the more I realise that absolutely nothing is the way I fucking expected or hoped. Nothing ends well; people are selfish and I am practically a piece of bacteria compared to the rest of this cruel and sad world that I will never, nor do I ever want to understand.
But for the sake of myself and those around me, I can't think like this. I need to be strong, happy, confident and accept what happens. I need to think positively and trust that everything will be okay.
Much easier said than done.
Have you ever been so disappointed in the world that you wanted to crawl in to a ball and shut everything out? Escape to different realities by reading books or becoming addicted to television series just so that you could pretend you were living a different life in a parallel universe?
The more I grow up, the more I realise that absolutely nothing is the way I fucking expected or hoped. Nothing ends well; people are selfish and I am practically a piece of bacteria compared to the rest of this cruel and sad world that I will never, nor do I ever want to understand.
But for the sake of myself and those around me, I can't think like this. I need to be strong, happy, confident and accept what happens. I need to think positively and trust that everything will be okay.
Much easier said than done.
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