Sanity

 The world isn't as cruel as it used to be.  I'm not as desperate to believe in magic, mermaids or other beings as I did only several months ago. They're still interests and maybe mild beliefs but those obsessions to create a fantasy world that I believed in with all my heart has faded and I've never been more sane. 

Most would say this is a great thing and I've finally broken through those walls of make-believe that I created in order cope with my realities and now there is no need for such coping mechanisms. And then few would question a world without creativity and the worth of a life that has been lived many times before.